Loss

Death is part of life. However, it is still difficult to deal with when it happens to you.  I found out last Sunday someone who I cared about committed suicide. He ended his life with a single gun shoot wound to the heart. Words do not do justice to the feelings I have felt this past week. For those who have never lost someone grieving is a process.  According to some places there are several stages of grief - shock, emotional release, a preoccupation with the deceased, hostile reactions, guilt, depression, withdrawal, and resolution and readjustment. 

The only resolution I can gather thus far is that I care about each person that has come into my life. It is my hope that they would find me approachable if they are hurting. If it is not me find someone else to talk to before doing something so drastic.

Recently I heard, "Some people should be around your entire life and others should just make an appearance." I am very thankful for the appearance this guy made in my life but I continue to wish he had been part of my life for longer.

I leave you with a picture he sent me. 

Rest In Peace- A.L.